LOVE ME or HATE ME ( I still love you!)
Nov 23, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wD3-673wZUg

welcome back to my channel happy
Saturday I hope you guys are having a
wonderful weekend my if you guys are
starting to celebrate your guys's
Thanksgiving some people have to
celebrate him earlier than others some
celebrate them later than others either
way I hope you guys are having a
wonderful weekend today we had a really
nice day we stayed home pretty much most
of the day I did have to run a few
errands but other than that we came home
I've been doing lots of laundry trying
to catch up it doesn't seem like I'm
ever gonna catch up with my laundry pile
so I just try and do a couple loads a
day and pray that the laundry Monster
stays away but yeah I did laundry and
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I'm going to after I film this and edit
it and load it up I am going to I don't
want to do the kitchen I hate the
kitchen but I'm gonna do the kitchen and
then I'm gonna save all the mopping for
tomorrow because I will mop everything
tomorrow from the hallway all the way
into the kitchen diary room because of
the hardwood floor but yeah it's just
been kind of a chillax today I was gonna
go today and go get a turkey because
Ali's company that he works for they
give the employees a like a coupon type
thing or gift certificate I don't know
what it's called or yeah like a cute
coupon I guess for a one free Butterball
turkey of any size so I was gonna go
over to Walmart or Winco I'm not sure
exactly which one and get us a turkey
because we like Turkey throughout the
entire year so there we sometimes will
when they after Thanksgiving turkeys go
on sale because they have so many
leftover and will usually go and buy
like two or three turkey
is for the whole year and we'll make
turkey throughout the year just because
it's something that we enjoy and you
know we make turkey sandwiches and we
make turkey soup and turkey you name it
will we just I love Turkey and so does
he as long as it's not dark meat dark
meat no no no we don't go there
Olli likes it but I don't I don't like
dark meat I never knew that I
specifically liked a certain color of
meat until a few years ago I notice that
I was not caring for dark meat anymore
it was just more than white I was gonna
go over and do that but I decided
against it because everybody and their
mom was out today traffic was horrible
of course because we're getting into the
holidays and so I was just like no I'm
just gonna go home and so all he said
we'll just go and do it on his day off
he's like it's fine we don't have to go
you don't have to go today I was like
yeah I don't really want to battle the
crowds so that's that and then I also
wanted to say thank you to everybody for
all your sweet kind words to my little
question of what is vlogmas because I
didn't know I came into it like I said
last video I came into a very late in
the year so I didn't know what vlogmas
was I wasn't around enough yet to do it
last year however I've heard a lot of
people talk about it so not knowing what
it was I kind of was questioning like is
this something that I do or you know but
some people were ever so kind to explain
to me what vlog miss was my eyes are
watering and I don't have my - OH
everybody has been ever so kind to tell
me what vlogmas is so according to what
I'm hearing
vogue misses like basically YouTube
channels that vlog daily to kind of like
go into show inside their family of
traditions that they do leading up to
Christmas however my family doesn't
celebrate Christmas so I of course I'm
not gonna be you know decorating a tree
and all of that but I still don't see
why I can't do flog miss so I'm not
gonna I mean it it is what it is but I'm
not you know I'm still gonna do it but I
just you know my channel won't be around
the Christmas theme so much in you know
so we don't have to call vlogmas we can
call it fall game II know why no cuz of
January because what I'm gonna do is you
guys will get your first video on
December 1st and I'm gonna go all the
way till January 1st so exactly a whole
month of videos so I'm really excited to
show you guys every single day so
there's gonna be days where you guys
might get a really boring day I mean
I'll just set my camera up and whatever
my camera catches is whatever goes up
for that day and then there'll be other
days where I'm leaving and running
errands and doing all that fun stuff and
you guys will come right along with me
so I can't guarantee you what each and
every day is gonna hold because I'm not
like a go-getter every single day but
I'm definitely and you know in - I have
to be dressed up for it so I have to
make sure that I am fully clothed you
know my you know I have my hijab on and
stuff and so not that it's an
uncomfortable thing because I'm fairly
used to it but you know it's just
something that we you'll see as we go
through so anyways there's that so yes I
will be doing vlogmas but not consider
Christmas so you can call it whatever
daily vlogging because that's what I
when I very first started my channel
that's basically what I did I did daily
uploads but then it kind of got a little
bit overwhelming and I noticed I wasn't
enjoying it very much so that's when I
decided to cut back and re-evaluate my
situation in my commitment to YouTube
and because they didn't want to lose the
sight of the enjoyment that I got out of
it as well I didn't want just to become
a job you know and yes YouTube is my job
YouTube is not an easy job I mean there
are days that I don't want to film and
there are days that I just want to you
know not have to worry about content but
you know what I do it because why I
enjoy it
so yes as much as I enjoy it it's still
a job I get paid for my job of course
not very much but you know it still is
the whole fact that you know I do work
and but I also want to enjoy my job as
well so there's that point of view is
that I did back down a little bit of my
commitment to daily vlogging to I vlog
just about every other day I'm pretty
pretty consistent with every other day
uploading sometimes you guys might get a
couple days in between but for the most
part I try and do every other day so
this coming month is gonna be kind of
exciting because I haven't done daily
vlogging in a long time and you know I
don't live the most exciting life but
you know it is what it is so you guys
will get to a little peek into my daily
life more than you guys probably ever
have before so definitely you guys will
probably see things that you've never
seen before from our family and that's
okay you know what
that's part again of my job is doing
these type of things cuz I enjoy it so
much and I love sharing my life with
everybody else out there I
I also wanted to say another thank you
to all of my new subscribers you guys I
am seeing you guys coming in and I just
want to say thank you so so so very much
I had quite a few followers come over
from Rosie's channel and I just want to
say thank you again we have a little you
know community over on Rosie's channel
and you know I was laying there last
night as I was going to sleep and I
thought about all of the you know the
friends that I've created off of Rosie's
channel and you know it's amazing how
you can really create you know
relationships with other people that you
may not even know face-to-face but they
become a part of you and that's kind of
what it has become with Rosie's channel
is we all meet at the same time and it's
on her lives sometimes she does lives
like in the daytime but her lives in the
nighttime is like our come together and
we chitchat and you know say things and
you know just get to visit and it's
really nice I really enjoy that and I
was so excited yesterday when she told
me she binge and watched my channel
because it made me feel good that you
know she recognized my channel as
something out there and I look up to
Rosie a lot and some people may say you
know oh you know she's transgender so
you're wrong for that and you know what
each to their own everybody has their
own opinion I have my opinion I have my
own life that I get to choose what I
believe in what I accept and that's the
beauty that everybody has their own
life's that they get to choose what they
want to accept and for me I truly accept
Rosie wholeheartedly as what she is you
know because you know what that's her
that she has such a beautiful
personality and so anyways I just wanted
to say thank you to all of you guys that
have come over from Rosie's because
every one of you guys
means so much to me as like I said we
have been building a community over
there such amazing friendships
so it's exciting you know cuz I get
ready for our nightly chitchat you know
with Rosie and I'll sit there waiting
patiently for her life to pop up and say
Rosie of his life that I jump on it and
I try to be the first one all the time
I've only done it once usually it's me
and I want to see I think me and mouse
toes are probably the ones that are
head-to-head we always catch each other
either she's first or I'm first but it's
usually one unless I missed the live all
together then I not on but I always go
back and re-watch it because I love her
lives but anyway so thank you everybody
and if you didn't come from Rosie's
Channel but you're still new welcome
thank you for popping in and becoming a
part of my family you know that my
channel is a little bit of everything
there isn't one certain thing that I do
I cover topics of everything I share my
life with you guys there are days that
you see into my family and there are
other days that I do sit-down videos
like this and I just get to talk back to
back and forth move oh boy um and get to
you know get to have you guys know me a
little bit more and so again I just want
to say thank you I really appreciate
everybody clicking that subscribe button
and really being able to enjoy my
content in my videos because it means
the world and for the ones that don't
care for me but they still watch hey
it's okay you don't have to like me it's
alright you know I still get some nasty
comments on my channel however I have
become a little bit more block happy in
the sense if I see a comment that just
doesn't need to be on my channel I do
block you now I don't discuss it I don't
talk about it I've learned from a few
very good youtubers that I
very close with I watched their actions
when they have people that you know give
them heat so now instead of entertaining
the negative comments I just simply go
up and block you know and that's just
the way that I feel like I can help the
situation because I personally don't
want to deal with any more than
negativity on my channel or towards me
it's just it's not fair and it's not fun
so I have been blocking people and you
know that is what it is so anyways I'm
gonna close here and stop yapping
yapping yapping because I think I'm
gonna go live for a little bit so you
guys take care I'll see you guys here
real soon until then you guys take care
bye bye